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3am fiddling

mymindwithwords:

Time usually matters when you spend on a person who matters. Thoughts turn into something real once,3am conversations become 3am thoughts.

About how you aspire to acquire another human in your life,who will be your 3am thoughts. Your 6am morning text,it would be cool if they were your 11:11pm wish. That way you can have your way with them,like in 3am in the middle of the summer. Doing things under the covers,which only make sense past 3am.

thanks twitter.

thanks twitter.

further exploration of hookah.

rolling rolling rolling rolling stones.

hype.

hype.

(Source: everydaypeoplestories)

anything.

I spent some time going through my tumblr archive today so I could validate my own damn self. sometimes, you beat yourself up forgetting the things that have helped you build and build others. p.s if you cared to read this, you matter (just in case people don’t tell you that enough) x


I spent some time going through my tumblr archive today so I could validate my own damn self.

sometimes, you beat yourself up forgetting the things that have helped you build and build others. p.s if you cared to read this, you matter (just in case people don’t tell you that enough) x

look at me just coolin’ on a sunday. top right corner.

look at me just coolin’ on a sunday. top right corner.

(Source: vou-te-guardar-comigo, via fashionfever)

how you should react

I know what it means to be spread on your bed slipping in and out of your drunk when the idea that you are not the only one bombards you like a bulletin and then you’ll remember to be sober for the moment.

You won’t react or slingshot to conclusions and you will respond to whatever he says to you like nothing ever happened because that is what it means to grow attached. Like embroidery, you will maintain every fine detail of your smile and laugh your way through your uneasy and you will lay it on his lap in hopes that it will eventually sink in that he happens to be a scumbag.

In the early hours of the morning when you are most alert, you will rehearse the news over and over again. Her name will make you feel as though you should’ve known better but the morning grows closer and you will need to entertain your narrative for however long this is intended to last. The only rule is to disprove any hope that you are the reason he woke up smiling.

Settling through the routine of home and learning and home again because for once in your life you have dedicated yourself to the idea that loyalty could’ve lived here, you imagine that he is somewhere in between his play time letting his hands find home on the small of her back. You will question whether her qualities are more striking than yours or whether she owns enough charm or wit or holds bomb conversations. Maybe she is just better packaged and more aesthetically pleasing to stand next to.

In any case, she must been his favorite color or song to listen to on repeat. She must make nostalgia such a blissful process when he longs for her hours after they part. And you, you need to remember that you are merely his just in case.

Naledi Sibisi
(can’t remember when)

kanyewestitalia:

Hey Mike, stop the piano, turn the auto tune off, turn your camera phones off. what I want you to do is just run the video that everyone’s talking about where I so called scream at somebody and everything. I want you to run that right since this is such big media press news and obvious shit where you try to demonize people. It’s like, “Welcome to today’s news ladies and gentlemen, we got Americans getting killed on TV, kids getting killed every weekend in Chicago, we have unarmed people being killed by police officers, and we have Kanye West buying ice cream—and also that squirrel can jet ski.”You know it makes you just WANT TO reflect on the things that are a little more sensationalized than others. I want to take this platform. If I didn’t have this last concert maybe I would have tweeted or something. Maybe I would have put a statement with a publicist, but I can talk directly to you, my fans, because they got this thing where they want the masses, the people who have never even heard one of my albums to somehow read a headline that reads negative and to think I’m a bad person or something. But the thing is, I’m not judging anybody, but I’m going to tell you who I am: I’m a married Christian man.If you take someone that can go from being a rock star across the globe, pick one woman, raise a family which anyone that is here that is married or is in a relationship knows that there is enough things working against you. What I’m saying is, you’ve got like 12 years that we’ve put in positive music. How many people here ever heard one of my songs on their way to work or they heard it and it made them feel better? And in these songs that made them feel better, don’t I say offensive shit here and there? Oh so wait a second, that’s like my brand. I curse and I say like really offensive—wait a second—that’s why when I did “Runaway” earlier I said, “I sent this bitch a picture of my dick” what did ya’ll think when you heard that? It’s not G rated. It’s rap fucking music. It’s real music. it’s real expression. This is real artistry.An artist’s career doesn’t happen in the cycle of one week of news an artist’s career happens in a lifetime and if you’re a true artist you’re willing to die for what you believe in, and I don’t know if you feel like this, but do you get this feeling after the 10, 11, 12 years—does it seem in anyway that I might just be a true artist? I heard it’s going to the Today show, I’m not sure if I keep up with the news but if Michael Strahan is still at GMA, if it goes to The View, Whoopi Goldberg, Barbara Walters, I don’t know wherever y’all send. If y’all run this—look at me for a second—and take a step back for a second and look at this: I’m a married Christian man with a family. At my concerts I make sure everybody has good of a time as possible, so all this demonizing me, it ain’t going to work after awhile. Pick a new target, pick a new target cause I’m not one of these dumb ass artists that you’re used to. You come at me and I’m gonna take my platform and break this shit down for real intelligent people every night so they can understand, then we get back to the music.-Kanye Rant about Wheelchair Incident.

kanyewestitalia:

Hey Mike, stop the piano, turn the auto tune off, turn your camera phones off. what I want you to do is just run the video that everyone’s talking about where I so called scream at somebody and everything. I want you to run that right since this is such big media press news and obvious shit where you try to demonize people. It’s like, “Welcome to today’s news ladies and gentlemen, we got Americans getting killed on TV, kids getting killed every weekend in Chicago, we have unarmed people being killed by police officers, and we have Kanye West buying ice cream—and also that squirrel can jet ski.”

You know it makes you just WANT TO reflect on the things that are a little more sensationalized than others. I want to take this platform. If I didn’t have this last concert maybe I would have tweeted or something. Maybe I would have put a statement with a publicist, but I can talk directly to you, my fans, because they got this thing where they want the masses, the people who have never even heard one of my albums to somehow read a headline that reads negative and to think I’m a bad person or something. But the thing is, I’m not judging anybody, but I’m going to tell you who I am: I’m a married Christian man.

If you take someone that can go from being a rock star across the globe, pick one woman, raise a family which anyone that is here that is married or is in a relationship knows that there is enough things working against you. What I’m saying is, you’ve got like 12 years that we’ve put in positive music. How many people here ever heard one of my songs on their way to work or they heard it and it made them feel better? And in these songs that made them feel better, don’t I say offensive shit here and there? Oh so wait a second, that’s like my brand. I curse and I say like really offensive—wait a second—that’s why when I did “Runaway” earlier I said, “I sent this bitch a picture of my dick” what did ya’ll think when you heard that? It’s not G rated. It’s rap fucking music. It’s real music. it’s real expression. This is real artistry.

An artist’s career doesn’t happen in the cycle of one week of news an artist’s career happens in a lifetime and if you’re a true artist you’re willing to die for what you believe in, and I don’t know if you feel like this, but do you get this feeling after the 10, 11, 12 years—does it seem in anyway that I might just be a true artist? I heard it’s going to the Today show, I’m not sure if I keep up with the news but if Michael Strahan is still at GMA, if it goes to The View, Whoopi Goldberg, Barbara Walters, I don’t know wherever y’all send. If y’all run this—look at me for a second—and take a step back for a second and look at this: I’m a married Christian man with a family. At my concerts I make sure everybody has good of a time as possible, so all this demonizing me, it ain’t going to work after awhile. Pick a new target, pick a new target cause I’m not one of these dumb ass artists that you’re used to. You come at me and I’m gonna take my platform and break this shit down for real intelligent people every night so they can understand, then we get back to the music.

-Kanye Rant about Wheelchair Incident.

(via julysveryown)

I’m so unapologetic nowadays. I love it.

eccentricsoul:

I’ve actually gotten to the point where I have NO remorse, no apologies, about how I feel.

You ever felt bad or guilty about your own feeling?

Have you ever felt like your feelings had to be justified for them to be valid?

Welp, not anymore. And I love it.

This is who I am & this is how I feel; this is fact, that you have no choice but to accept. (I’m not asking permission to feel what I feel anymore)

(via eccentricsoul)